Its hard to breathe. My mind wonders. My heart beats faster. And faster. My stomach tickles. I find myself only thinking about him. A tear. Yup. A real tear. It creeps slowly down my cheek from both feelings of happiness and sadness. Is this real? Can it be? ME? The one who thought she would never feel again? The one who was damaged for so long? Just like that. Everything changed. From a kiss to a call to a visit to stealing my heart. Maybe I should rephrase that, he didnt steal it, I gave it to him. How can you fall for someone you barely know? Could it be his eyes? They tell me everything I need to know. With just one stare into those crystal blues I find the answers to those questions I havent even asked yet. Or can it be his touch? Those big rough hands suddenly become so soft with just a stroke on my skin. His big arms make me feel so safe when Im wrapped up in them. Its as if I found my place. Right there. Inside his arms. Maybe I fell for those big yummy lips? The ones that take my breathe away whenever they meet mine. I could kiss him for hours. I cant pin-point how it happened. I cant explain how it happen. All I know is that it did. And now, I feel so complete. So determined ..ing all my attention on him, and allowing these feelings to grow. Its only been one day. And I already cant breathe. I have to find myself back into yours arms babe. I like it there. Im looking forward to my new life with you. Thanks for coming into my life. I know you are far, but I think things are the way they are for a reason. Just a small milestone to make sure we keep focused. So hold my hand and together we can jump over this stone and do what makes us happy. For now, Im content with the sound of your oh so manly voice. The same voice that captivated me with a single hello. I miss you "asshole." Welcome to my life. I hope you like it here. =]
With love,
Your Squishie
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